Saturday, January 22, 2011

soooo..... after Arron and Andrew passed away, we really lost a lot of hope and of course our hearts were breaking. We were afraid to even try for another baby for fear that the same thing would happen. We got the courage to try again and got pregnant in August. It only lasted 7 weeks. The dr. said it was a blighted ovum. That means it fertalized and implanted and started to grow, but then stopped. My body thought I was still pregnant for 3 weeks after it stopped growing. I thought everything was fine until I went for my first app. and the ultrasound showed a gestational sac but no baby. The next day I miscarried. We waited for a month and find ourselves pregnant once again. I am six weeks pregnant and full of fear and worry. I try not to worry, but it is hard when this is your fifth pregnancy and you only have one child at home. I pray this time the baby makes it and we can have our family complete.